I grew up feeling not wanted.
I was raised in an environment constantly outcast.
Unmercifully controlled by the fear of acceptance – all smocking mirrors to keep me grounded.
No more, not again – not this time around.
Went on a long journey – trying to find me.
Just received denial and rejection along the way.
And then one day I returned to my birthplace.
To claim my undeniable birthright and be part of this world.
You though I should continue to prove myself – but there was nothing left to say.
I was so much bigger and better than you that your denial only showed the uncontrollable envy and lust of your empty soul.
I had grown into a person you can never be – moreover you can never understand.
Unmercifully controlled by the fear of acceptance – all smocking mirrors to keep me grounded.
No more, never again – not this time around.
The swan has opened it’s wings and is ready to take off.
(…lyrics to a future song…)
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