I don’t know how many of you Warcraft fans are reading this, but whoever played the game and expansion of WCIII surely knows what I’m talking about. To capture the essence of it, it’s like…. “the world has betrayed me and I’ll destroy it” kind of feeling. I see myself free falling through my life just like Arthas descended in the game.
At the beginning I thought the world would embrace me and let my qualities blossom. I opened my arms to hug the world and the world only prooved to me time after time how rotten it is. I don’t know if I was just incompatible but I bet happens to everyone, more or less.
So I said “OK, but at least I can focus on what I want to do and maybe I can be a positive force for this world. And the world didn’t want my help – people didn’t want me to be different, just be like everyone else, even if what they’re doing is wrong. I had to choose to be real or to be accepted.
And then I thought that all that matters is following the right path. You can’t change the world but at least you can change yourself. And life is too short to waste it on what other people want you to do. I lived in my personal exile, improving myself. Regardless of that, the world remained the same… And people didn’t like accepting that they were wrong, that I could be better than them without following their advice.
I recieved hatred, avoidance and degrading remarks without ever doing anything to anyone to provoke these negative feelings. I was just the victim of their stupidity. They didn’t understand me and I couldn’t breath in their world. A world that people only cared about making money the easy way and avoiding responsibilities.
That’s when I decided to fight back, and put an end to this paranoia. If people feel bad about me, I’ll give them reasons to feel bad. I’m gonna destroy the walls they’ve builded around me brick by brick. I don’t care about anyone, not even myself – I just want to avenge this world for all my sacrifices and all the unjustifiable pain I suffered.
My active resistance has started. And I’m still here, defending all that I stand for. I only fear this persistence won’t make me arrogant and evil as the world I’m fighting…
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Hello you,
you’ve been talking about heroes but there’s a great characteristic of them that I didn’t see mentioned above … fear…
Defeating fear is the first step that all heroes have past through. You can find it in every story. Each hero has to fight his fear first and then go out to fight the world.
I think that’s a life lesson.
Before you try to get back to them, you have to let go all your fears.
It’s fear that leads to anger. Don’t be afraid to let go of your anger. Anger helps to concentrate your power, but doesn’t let you think clearly.
So, if you are to fight the world and your fight has a meaning, you have to do it right, you must first fight all your fears. It’s then when you will have a clear mind and all your strength concentrated all together. It’s the only shot you have…
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